Musings
Who loves you? Who do you love?
This I can’t answer. I know certain people who truly love me. I do have a deep fear that people don’t actually want to be with me and just are tolerating me.
But I do love quite a few people. I doubt they all love me but once I love someone it takes quite a bit for me to stop.
What difficult parts of your life contain hidden blessings?
I am not a big fan of these types of things.
I have experienced a lot of things I would never wish on anyone so I would have liked to not have experienced them. Yes, they have made me who I am but at the same time they sucked.
So I will not say they were blessings. But I will say these things did teach me some things.
I am strong.
I am not just a survivor but a thriver.
I am okay taking charge.
I am adaptable.
I have an incredibly high pain tolerance.
I am lovable because…
Jesus.
Okay - I remember the free to be you and me song had something around this.
I’m lovable because I’m me.
Is justice or forgiveness more important?
Forgiveness without justice can often trigger for more injustice to occur. Frankly I think it is more on the person who was wronged to determine what they see as appropriate.
If you owned a boat what name would you choose for it?
The Loosie Goosie
What are the largest obstacles preventing you from realizing your dreams?
Myself - Apparently ADHD is part of the issue but I’m working on that. Also my health. Setting aside my weight, technically I am pretty healthy on all the normal stuff. But my body likes to get creative on what to throw at me.
List 10 things that make you smile
My cats
Moving water
British comedy competition shows
Full moons
Soft fabrics
Good books
My family
My friends
Certain art
Certain songs
What do you complain about more than anything else?
Inefficiencies. Slowness. Unaccountability.
Describe your dream job
Oh boy - it would be my current job with less firedrills?
I also wouldn’t mind writing while living on the beach and watching the water roll in and out.
I could also be happy running a theater I owned.
Or a drive in movie theater in a city that likes camp.
Which of your personality traits do you like the most?
My ability to adapt. I am very flexible in many ways and can just run with it. Now that does come with a down side because I am incredibly bad at dealing with others who move slowly.
I was going to say my ability to find patterns and problem solving but that has even more pain in the butt downsides. My ability to predict outcomes has made me into a Cassandra a lot and I don’t like it.
